LORD, YOU CAME TO ME WHEN MY HEART PONDERED HOW I CAN FEED TWO EXTRA HUNGRY MOUTHS...PAY BILLS....AND AS I HUMMED , 'HERE I COME TO WORSHIP, HERE I COME TO BOW DOWN...'...YOU BEGAN TO STIR WITHIN ME...TO LET ME KNOW YOU REALIZE THE SITUATIONS WE HAVE NOW.
LORD, I THANK YOU FOR SAFE TRAVELS AS I TRACKED THE PLANE, JUST AMAZING HOW TECHNOLOGY HAS ADVANCED...AND IT SHOWS HOW WE CAN SOAR INTO THE HEAVENS WHILE YOU MONITOR OUR EVERY NEED AND MOVE. MY GOD HOW GREAT YOU ARE! I KNOW MY MIND CANNOT GRASP THE MAGNITUDE OF YOU AND WHO YOU ARE.
I'M EVER GRATEFUL THAT YOU SEE AND KNOW THE FUTURE OF THESE LITTLE ONES WHO'VE COME TO STAY AWHILE...HELP ME SHOW THEM YOU'VE BEEN WITH ME FOR MANY YEARS TO WEATHER STORMS OF LIFE..THAT I AM THE APPLE OF YOUR EYE...AND YOU WILL HOLD NO GOOD THING FROM ME.
THOUGH SMALL I MAY BE, YOU SEE ME, YOU LOVE ME, YOU CARE, YOU ARE ALL I NEED.
AMEN!
THIS MADE ME CRY...FIRST THE PICTURE YOU USED IS THE SAME ONE I SAW ON MY GRANDMOTHER'S WALL AS A SMALL CHILD GROWING UP...AND THEN HAD MYSELF FOR YEARS UNTIL I GAVE IT TO MY OLDEST SON...
ReplyDeleteI KNOW WHY THE LORD BROUGHT YOU INTO MY LIFE...
I CANNOT TALK TO THE LORD IN A PERSONAL WAY LIKE YOU DO...
I SPEAK MY HEART...
BUT I WAS TAUGHT THAT WE DON'T SAY I LOVE YOU,
IT'S NOT NECESSARY...
BUT OH HOW MY HEART HAS ACHED TO KNEEL BEFORE HIM AND SAY IT WITHOUT FEAR...
THERE IS THAT SOMETHING IN ME THAT BARS THE WAY TO THIS FREEDOM...
SO I WRITE IT OUT...
HE CAN READ IT...HE KNOWS MY HEART.
ONE DAY, I TOO WILL BE ABLE TO SAY, "YOU SEE ME. YOU LOVE ME, YOU CARE."
FACE TO FACE.
TO THE ONE WHO IS ALL I DESIRE,
THE ONE WHO IS ALL I NEED.